that is really good to hear chris you have come so far, you should be
proud of yourself. ssmile

Sorry, I haven't been on here much, winter was terrible for my mood, meds knocked me out & I slept a lot. I got through it OK, unfortunately being 35 a lot of friends that I used to have, I don't see anymore, them being married with kids, moved away & all that. I don't feel scared so much, people around me seemed to understand that I had a genuine problem for a long time, & are OK around me so I got no real problems with people around me.

Anyway, I'll be on here more soon.

Glad to see you back on the forum Cpt. shappy

Sorry to hear that the winter wasn't the greatest for you. Are you looking forward to the nicer weather? Anyways, it sounds like you're doing ok, which is good to hear.

It's been nice today, thanks.

Hi everyone, I'm still around but fed up with it all, it's my Mum's 60th birthday tomorrow, yay, & my 36th birthday next month, I hope you've all been doing OK, I'm pretty doing what I've been doing for years, wake up feeling a bit scared, do what I have do during the day, without much enjoyment, just looking forward to the evening, when I can relax, have a couple of beers & go on the net, it just goes on & on. smad

I feel OK this evening, I get ups & downs, I have to check out now & soon go to sleep in my comfy bed.

Happy birthday Captain! scool

Thanky ou Harold, it was nice to wish me happy birthday.

Sorry I wasn't on here on Thursday, I had too much to drink, I had more to drink on Friday evening, I didn't have to get up for work, so I'm sober now, I'll be on here often, thank you Harold.

I feel spaced out with life, I like the late evening & night-time, I woke up last night, it was raining, peaceful & serene. Daytime gets to me, all the cars & people & hectic stuff going on, I love waking up looking at the clock, & maybe it's 2am so I can go back to sleep, bliss.

Quote:Thanky ou Harold, it was nice to wish me happy birthday.

You're quite welcome scool

Quote:I feel spaced out with life, I like the late evening & night-time, I woke up last night, it was raining, peaceful & serene. Daytime gets to me, all the cars & people & hectic stuff going on, I love waking up looking at the clock, & maybe it's 2am so I can go back to sleep, bliss.

Ditto!
And I also like the feeling of randomly waking up at night to realise that you still have hours left to sleep. I actually used to set my alarm clock a few hours before I actually had to get up, just to get that feeling. :laugh:
Night can also be the time when the mind starts going over things though, sometimes the daytime is better in that aspect ...there's always something going on around you, so it's difficult to think things through too much. sconfused

Gah, I'm sad, I wish I was someone else. I'm 36 now, life's OK for me, but not great. I would like to thankyou for being on here, sorry I'll be on soon. I'll be OK, just waiting until I may can be happy.

Oh well, just turned 37, feel a lot more relaxed & happy now.

Been an uncle for over a month now, he's called Hector.

Hi ya Cpt and glad to see that you are feeling better.

37 is a great age....aold enough to have commonsense and young enough not to use it (LOL)

Congratulations on becoming an uncle Cpt!

You're in a similar position to me - I became one for the first time about 3 months ago now.

Also, glad to hear that you're feeling a lot more relaxed and happy.