Hi All,
I'm sorry for not posting for so long but my daughter has been taking up all my time but not only that I have been beating my agoraphobia at first with the help of valium and now just by myself I am going to my boyfriends, I am going grocery shopping and shopping in general and loving life again. I am going to visit the hospital on friday that I spent a month in they said they could help me with all their help but they did absolutely nothing so I am thrilled I did it all on my own and I am so proud because I have taken my daughter to the park and I am loving going out, I really don't feel panicky anymore at all once I told myself I really didn't have anything to be panicky about and my mind finally seems to have gotten the message. I do carry around my valium in my handbag just in case and I am planning on suprising the rest of my family on Saturday it is my cousins 4th birthday and I will be going to his party after not being out for about 2 years this is a huge step and huge progress and my Mum is just so thrilled at all my effort and everything I am doing I can finally go places with her again and I really like it ! It seems I am beating this one step at a time the next thing I will be doing when my legs are stronger will be going into the city and be spending a day shopping. If anyone knows what Sydney City in Australia is like then they know what I am talking about it's lots and lots of walking. So far I have been shopping for about 2 and 1/2 hours yesterday and today thats enough for me plus the car park only has free parking for 3 hours so yeah I am just so happy !! Thanks to everyone who has been on this message board who has supported me or given me advice I really appreciate it.

Destiny. :laugh:

DESTINY I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well Done on fighting that horrible thing & not letting it beat you. I bet you love enjoying life again. I bet it feels so great to be able to go out & take you daughter out.

I'm still battling with it, but I hope one day I'll be able to start enjoying life again & be able to take my daughters to the park.

Well Done x 100!!!!

xoxox

Hey WTG yes i hate sydney crowds been there once yikes... =[