First im 16, I have always been attracted to girls my whole life ive never had feelings for a boy / been attracted to them but i can tell if a guy is handsome or not, i used to get aroused of a pair of single breasts, but i woke up one morning and don't know how it started but i just kept asking am I gay Icant be gayi love girls, i then couldnt get aroused to lesbian/normal porn( i masturbate alot may be the prob) I then get aroused to shemale porn and i felt guilty after watching it, i feel like my life is changing and im sure if i was gay i wouldnt just wake up one morning and it would happen. I could never see myself with a boyfriend i dont hate gays at all I just know im not gay but thoughts in my head are saying I am, I really don't know what to do its ruining my life. this started around a week ago and i cannot get it out of my head at all. Has anyone got tipsor anything? i cannot see a physic or anything as im 16 and dont want to tell my parents, im not religous or anything at all. I easily get aroused by alot of things but i do not find men sexually attractive. Thanks guys I really don't know what to do I have always considered myself straight and never found myself to like boys in any sexual/attractive way, I also used to look at sexy pictures of girls daily on certain sites and i find myself looking at them and feeling nothing is this a side effectof hcod?

Welcome to the forum

Im afraid that you are simply at an "age of confussion", hormones are running through your body and its probably normal to be inquisitive about all aspects of sex.

I think thoughts, dreams and fantasies are very natural and even though you may never partake of the activity you are thinking of, well you still tend to think of them and can be aroused easily.

Its probably something difficulat to go to a school counsellor and discuss, but if you could im sure that he would be a good help. There should be a lot of reading available on the net as well.

Dont be too hard on yourself because i really dont believe that these thoughts aare abnormal, I dont think it makes you gay and i do honestly believe that you are just being sexually inquisitive.

Regards
Snooks.

Thanks but i really dont find men attractive I can si ay yeah his a handsome guy but not oh I fancy him? I wouldnt have boyfriend or nothing and its really pissing me off lol

Oh also im quitesure its a form ofc ocd because i always used to get thoughts in my head of my ex gf being with other boys etc? ad i hated them