i fear needles! even seeing them on tv amkes me shudder! i have to look away! even thinking about them does! i always have ahd a fear of them but that fear got worse whenever i went for blood tests they cant get the blood. they say its because im always cold! so i have to warm up then they try. but still there is usually a problem. and a few times ive passed out because they try so much to get my blood! and it really hurts and usually have bad bruises! so that doesnt help eh! i want to just get in and out but usually im there for half an hour or more T_T i would love to be able to donate my blood but i dont know if i could do it! it makes me feel bad i dont donate! i think the reason i fear them is becuase i worry that they may damage my veins? and i dont like veins, i hate to look at them?! o_O yes weird i know! but arent all phobias? ^_^

Not weird at all.

I dont like veins or even the word veins...I dont even like the word blood...They both sound so intimidating

. It's torture getting blood taken isn't it? And the one reason you are clamming up and getting cold is because your worst fear is upon you......yet by clamming up, you can't get out of there and leave! It's like being punished for the same thing twice!