Hi, that’s what I am trying to find out is what I am. I have been to counselling before to what I was told was OCD. I went through sessions for years which was very tough but now I am beginning to believe that it isn’t. I have been like this for the best part of 15 years. I know what you are saying but your statement saying you are what you are but I need to find out who I am and need that answer and reading between the lines you are indicating that I could be. This website was very active do you know where all the members have gone to . Monica Williams was I qualified therapist and like the administrator of the hocd site which I think was called something like brain something or other. Is there any members on here that could respond also please