Hey I'm fed!! Ok so I'm 18 male and have had depression in the past! For the last 6 months I have been on celexa for my depression! This was due to unwanted homosexual thoughts! With time and the help of cbt these thoughts have gradually got better and the thoughts have disappeared! I am not gay before anyone gets any ideas!
My problem now is with my gf! I have been with my gf 11 months now and the whole way through my depression! She's great!
I have now begun to be very scared and nervous about whether I love my gf!! This is terrible! She is away at uni all week and only home at weekends! I found this thought worrying me and started looking at pictures of her but this makes it even worse! I'm very happy with her but I don't feel content when she's away from me!
I found that I was attracted to other girls which made me even more worried!
I want to be with my gf and feel content and happy!
Can't anyone help! Whats going on??? Sorry for long message! Reply ASAP thanks!

Welcome to the forum Mate

You are certainly in an uncomfy position but at least you sound like you are trying to resolve the issue.

Im afraid i dont really have any magic wand of special advice.....i can only urge you to think through the actions you take, take your time making decisions and be reasonable.

Have you dicussed this with your Counseller or Health Professional?